things hab changed shoo sudden,realii sudden!! ii jus went 4 2nd time n tish ish wat ii gt... hw cum??? thinkin bak nw, everythin wasnt supposed to be lyk tish... nobody can understands e feeliin of tish sudden news ii gt... it was shoo sudden tatt we both was stun n shocked!! til nw, it has aladii been a few days, ii stil get cant rid of e deep impact of e news HE had left miie... everybody tels miie not be to think bout it again n not be shoo sad... dere's other chances too... ii noe ii noe, but tatts nt e prob.. euu cant imagine tatt HE was fine, berrii fine at e beginner.. n HE became lyk tish suddenlii... Y,Y,Y??? its muaiix 1st time n in e end it becum lyk tish.. its reallii unpredicted...
mayb its FATE barrhs.. tatts wat e others had said.. facin reality, mayb HE doesnt wann to be wiib us barrhs.. its FATE tatt it had becum lyk tish barrhs... but.. HE was tatt big le.. euu noe?? tish shows tatt HE was actuallii healthy de..
haiish, jus one word, e feeliin euu all wil neber understand...



sadness ish all ii noe.
im sry buut ii cant help it.
HE wil neber be 4gotten by miie in muaiix heart!!

hmm, yuppx, hihi:) ytd niitex, ii went to jie jie huse.. went dere tan pan.. hahas:) den horrhs, jie jie told mii alot of things.. actuallii wat they sae my parents they all hab aladii told miie be4 le.. tatt oso means ii hab aladii tiink it be4 wat they hab sae be4 le.. den ii came to tish decision as i was quite prepared??? haiish.. den jus ytd again.. wen jie jie tel miie again.. ii jus feel confused siia... cosh wat they sae was true oso.. mayb ii shuld ask myself: wat do i want? did i make e riitex choice? haiish.. aiya, one word to described muaiix feeliins... im CONFUSED!! okiie larrhs.. gonna end here le~
buaiix~

hiie evey1,
hmm, im feeliin kinda down:( shoo, mus blogg 2 make myself more relieved?? im keepiin it inside marrhs.. lolx~hmm, cosh being affected by some1 mood lorrhs..
he ish damn siianx nthiink do.. but lehx, ii cant do anythink help him at all... haiish:(
den today oso supposed go find mummii de.. ii tiink after dinner ii go myself le lorrhs.. haiish:( his mood lyk tatt hw pei miie go... but, ii cann understand e feeliin of ROTIIN at home.. more worse ish he stil cant find any work yet lorrhs.. yuppx.. findiin work ish a headache!!.... gt work=$... gt $ den cann buy tnig tatt we niid.. esp 4 nw!!!.. haiish:(:(:(:(:(:(

hahas:) ii n0e ii l0ng time n0 update le.. ps larrhs:x
shall summarise tish few days lives:
hmm, tish few days was lyk stayiin at deardear huse l0rrhs.. hahas:) lyk it sh00 much de l9rrhs.. but, die le l0rrhs.. ii xi guan liia0x.. n0 feel lyk g0iin bak h0me liia0x.. l0lx:P ii lazy siia.. den gt 1 0r 2 days went 0ut wiib deardear n his br0s l0rrhs.. hahas:) g0 watch m0vie slack slack.. den e 0ther daes was lyk at h0me c0ntinue busying 0ur ting l0rrhs.. hahas:) ii tiink tish time cum by wil be m0re busy le l0rrhs.. but nvm, gt deardear pei miie jiiu enuff le:)
0n e 0ther hand lehx.. same same l0rrhs.. studyiin l0rrhs.. butden g0iin h0lidaes s00n le.. ii c0untiin d0wn fer h0lidaes l0rrhs.. cant wait siia.. c0sh g0 sk00l reallii si bei siianx siia.. nthiink much d0 de... hahas:) 0kiiie larrhs.. shall st0p le.. next time den bl0gg again...
buaiix~