♥ My Deep Inside Feeliins...
Tuesday, September 08, 2009 -{'11:38 PM
hmm, actuallii 2dae diin decide 2 blogg de.. cosh oso nthiink reallii happeniin.. butden nw decide 2 blogg cosh ii jus wann express my feeliins 2wards laogong out here niia.. 2dae laogong not happii.. hai bu shi cosh of army e sergent.. arghh.. sae le oso angrii butden cant do anythiink.. siianx.. jus wann gott tok 2 laogong on fone for quite awhile lorrhs.. listeniin 2 him ish e onlii thing wat ii cann do for him now... haiish.. butden im glad tatt after listeniin 2 him makes him feel beta le:) butden jus after tokiin 2 fone wiib him, i suddenlii hab some gan chu wanna express out 2wards him de.. tish gan chu ii hab ish all e while wiib miie wenever he feel not happii wiib his army de sergent... butden ii keep neber gt e chane 2 sae it out... nw ii decide ii wann sae it out let laogong noe... actuallii wenever laogong feel not happii or stress wiib his army de sergent, wenever he told miie.. ii jus feel sad n helpless.. ii jus feel tatt ii cant help hiim do anythiink... all ii cann do ish onlii listen 2 him niia... ii jus feel tatt as being his wife, im such useless in tish matter... ii feel sad.. sad 4 him cosh ii hope he ish happii inside army n not lyk now... ii even hab e urge 2 feel guilty.. guilty tatt y ii hab caused muaiix own laogong 2 be unhappii... ii even foollish til jus feel tatt laogong, euu shuldnt hab done all tish 4 miie.. ii jus feel its nott worthwhile... ii culdn't tell him on fone e feeliins ii hab jus now ish cosh dere ish millions millions lots of mixed feeliins 2gether in miie... ii cant jus used words 2 describe it... ii diin expect laogong 2 be unhappii inside army lyk now.. diin expect he has tish kind of fuckiin sergent.. haiish but wat cann ii do??? im not feeliin emo.. im jus feeliin wat n hw ii shuld feel as being a wife 2 c hw ur laogong lyk tish n cant do anythink at all 2 help him... ii concern bout laogong but wat cann ii do??? ii sometimes cann onlii foolish til blame myself niia.. if it was not 4 miie, den laogong wun be unhappii le.. but no worries too much, tatts onlii hw ii tiink tiink onlii nthiink much.... okiie larrhs.. ii gtg slp le.. arbo laogong reallii get angrii le... lolx~Labels: Mixed Feeliin
